Down the Rabbit Hole

watch me.

Thu, 06 Mar 2008 17:40:41 GMT

back again

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 17:11:59 GMT

i just had to put this part in...
i love jorge rivera

what a beautiful dayyyy

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 17:04:41 GMT

me and jorge are kind of back together!!
yesterday after school, i was walking with him and before i left i put my hand on his face, and kept walking. then after about 3 steps he ran up behind me, grabbed me, spun me around, and kissed me<3
then he told me that he loved me. so i guess were kind of back together. but he's not at school today..
is that a bad sign??

at least i have the memory of him kissing me to rely on until tomorrow.

down the rabbit hole

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 17:22:48 GMT

jorge and i arent getting any better really. i suppose we're still friends, but its hard to tell with him. i went to try and see him after lunch...im just happy that he let me walk with him. and he talked to me...=] and when he went to open the door for me, and he kind of accidentaly touched my arm when he reached for the door...[how pathetic am i??] as cliche as it sounds, it was electric. =] maybe, hopefully, ill get another chance with him.
<3

calling all cars-we've got another victim.

Fri, 29 Feb 2008 16:10:38 GMT

i said that i would write another entry today, so here it is.
eff you.

crushcrushcrush

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 17:39:10 GMT

its been like 5 day since i last added anything to my journal. ive been busy. we got progress reports yesterday-i did good except i got a 58 in history. =[ so thatmeans no modeling, no warehouse, no anything. ugh.
jorge and i are doing well though-thats always a good thing. he was in raleigh all last weekend and he bought me all this stuff for no reason...and somehow i have to get up to greenville this weekend so i can buy his birthday present...i have no clue what im going to get him though, and his birthday is in 9 days!!! oh well, i'll figure something out...
i need to pay attention in class now, maybe i'll write more later, but maybe not...

<3 kaitlin bridget.

and we all fall down

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 18:01:33 GMT

this morning when i got to school, i could tell something was wrong with jorge. things just arent going well. i dont really know what is wrong, except the past is eating at him, and i want to be the one to take away all his pain, but i just dont know how. it hurts me so bad, because i know that he is hurt. what am i supposed to do about this? everything is falling apart. my mom said that i couldnt go to the modeling thing, so my future isnt looking too good right now. i just want to go see jorge, but even when i do see him, we dont have very much time. like 3 minutes in beween classes at the most. i feel like im going to cry, everyone is so depressed today.
"-blame it on the weather, but I'm a mess. and this february darkness has me hating everyone. and i know i need your comfort, but this drama makes me sick. and the longer i lay here i know it's harder to get up without you-"
i have nothing else to say to you people. i have nothing else to say to anyone, other than jorge.
bye.

another promised entry...

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 16:21:11 GMT

it's kind of weird writing in this blog, considering that most of the time i just write in my blog on myspace. but since myspace is blocked at school, i dont have anything else to do to occupy my time in this class [Business Law]. Jorge isnt here today. =[ i hate it when he doesnt come to school. my day already wasnt going to be very good, b/c "aunt flow" came to visit last night. i dont know if thats TMI or not, but its whatev. and then i got to school early this morning, so i could be sure to spend alot of time with him, but then he just didnt come. =[[
i made a 66 on my test in advanced functins and modeling, so my mom probably wont let me go to the warehouse tonight, which sucks b/c my preppy friend mallory, who cory thinks is hot, is supposed to go, and i think cory wants to go too. and of course Jorge would be there. plus, i just miss going to church. i feel weird not being able to go.
OMG!!! John Casablanca-this modeling agency that i have desperatly been trying to contact-called me back last night!! they told me there was an audition on thursday, but since they're located like an hour away from where i live, and since i didnt do good on my AFM test, my mom probably wont take me. =[ its effed up, because being a model is what i want to do with the rest of my life, and i dont really have anything else that i can even think of that i would enjoy doing...and if i could do good on the audition, who knows where that could take me?? i was so excited when they called me last night. then i thought about the fact that i probably wouldnt be able to get up there, and it depressed me...i'll let you know if i end up getting there though.
everytime i see cory he tells me that he needs to talk to me about something, but i have no clue what, because we never have time to talk about anything. i seriously think that we should have like, 10 minutes in between classes. its driving me crazy not knowing what it is. ughh.
well, i should stop complaining now, i have to order some petitions from peta2 so maybe the cafeteria will start supplying vegetarian food.

KaitlinBridget<3

p.s. did you guys know that february 13 is national suicide day?? the day before valentine's day?? how ironic!

K-I-S-S, I'm in distress.

Tue, 19 Feb 2008 17:41:49 GMT

This morning when I woke up, I just knew today was going to be a bad day. I wore my pajamas to school, just because I didn't feel like getting dressed. I sleep naked though, so technically I still had to get dressed, but it's whatever. When I got to school, I was so tired, and I didn't feel good. [i was P.M.S'ing so bad. =/ ] But Jorge made me feel better so yayy!!
anyway, I'm going to go play with make-up now.
kbye.

<3kaitlin bridget.

Part Two.

Mon, 18 Feb 2008 17:42:29 GMT

and this is how we roll.
i'm currently supposed to be researching the case of bill gates, and microsoft, but i've decided to skip this, and instead, fill you in on my life.
i dont have much to say, i'll be the first to tell you that i dont have a very interesting life. jorge and i (finally) go out as of february 14. {yes, he did ask me out on valentine's day] we're doing really well, i think. i hope things turn out for the best, like i want them to.
people really have a tendency to make me extremly upset. like when people cant keep their comments to themselves. just because they have a lack of individuality, doesnt mean that they should trash other people's reputations. it's amazing how utterly rude some people can be. i hope i neve come off like that. i want people to like me, and to think that i'm nice...
well, the bell's about to ring, and after this class i get to go see my honey!
kbye.

<3kaitlin.

Check

Mon, 18 Feb 2008 17:12:56 GMT

Check 1-2-3.